they are no longer the same as before

I know they love each other
I know they do not want this
I know they tried to maintain as strong as anything they could
I know, I should not do this
but I know, this is what they want, this is how they find a way out

I'm not selfish, I have to support them even if it hurts,
all this is the best way for me-they-we-all. I know, if this does not happen it will be a lot of torment.
but I do not know how to accept all this happened. hard to accept all this because this will affect my future life.

I finally understand, that all life, everything in this universe is not truly eternal.

all this is a field, where we are players. there a lot of obstacles.
maybe they think it hurts. This really hurts, but I'm trying to stay strong to accept all the facts.

they are no longer the same as before.

maybe I was too.
so they will no longer be the same as before when together.
I just hope they can understand each other even though they are no longer together.

bye.. forever? never....