bikin onigiri.. dan seterusnyanyanyaaaa

Hahahhha,
tadi taksis jepang abis bikin onigiri, lah entahlah apanamanya itu, kalo onigiri itu kan harusnya pake beras jepang yang kayak ketan lengket2 gitu, tapi ini pake ketan biasa, hahhaha.
terus kan kalo onigiri itu isinya daging salmon ato ikan, ini isinya kornet, hahaha.. gapapa tapi rame deh! seru! hahha, walopun bentuk si onigirinya ga beraturan amburadul acakadut gitu juga tetep aja hasilnya di makan sendiri, haha.
sebenernya foto nya ada sih, sempet di dokumentasikan, cuman fotonya ada di temen nih, kebetulan tadi ga bawa HP. haha.. ntar deh di upload.. haha
terus tadi abis pulang bikin onigiri, saya pergi ke SMP AL-MUTTAQIN buat ketemu sama temen saya, ada keperluan. keperluannya itu adalah, saya minta teman saya mendesain baju buat nanti saya konser tanggal 29 november. hehe.. dan ternyata abis dia udah ngegambar, hujan deh.. terpaksa harus nunggu ujan rada reda dulu..

hujan tak kunjung reda, teman saya ngobrol sama teman(spesial)nya, saya main game di HP nya teman saya. dan hujan reda setelah adzan magrib, terpaksa, saya dan teman saya pulang bareng pake motor setelah adzan magrib yang ternyata gelap! hahahha, yaiyalah yah.. oiyah dan juga dingin, soalnya abis ujan...
SUMPAH DINGIN! ckckckck.. udah anter teman saya, saya pulang pake motor, gelap, dingin, sendirian pula.. huahhaa horor lah sumpah.
dan sampai di rumah saya meminjam DVD pada teman saya.. hoho judulnya "my daughter's secret" rame lah lumayan, pemeran cewe nya cantik, cowonya juga, haha...
dan saya menemukan fosil film di TPI hahaha, film DKI, you knowlah Dono Kasino Indro itu looh, hahaha, bodor pisanlah..
hoaahmm udah malem -___-" bobo aah. hehe dadaah!! :)

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go mad | menumpahkan semuamuamuamuamuamuamuanyaaaaaaaaaa

saya gatau harus ngapain lagi

it's about our religion and yours

Stranger: Hi

You: hi

You: asl?

Stranger: 17, Male, Finland; You?

You: 15, f, indonesa

You: indonesia

Stranger: So, what sort of religious beliefs do you have, if any?

You: moeslem, u?

Stranger: Technically I'm a christian, but I guess I'm sliding more and more towards atheism.

You: its ok

You: :)

Stranger: Do you think there is an afterlife?

You: yes

Stranger: What kind of an afterlife`

Stranger: ?

You: in my religion, we could be have life in heaven if you be nice in the world

Stranger: How are you nice in the world?

You: but if you are not, u live in hell, forever

You: what?

Stranger: How do you live a good life?

You: be a nice people, do my pray, not do some mistake

Stranger: Your religion doesn't accept gay people, so how can you be a nice person if you hate 10% of the people in the world?

You:
because in my religion, all human are created in pairs

Stranger: Really, I didn't know that.

You: i'm not hate them.. but it just out of rules in my religion

Stranger: Why can't you make your own mind about it?

You: yes, u can find them in ours holy book

Stranger: Why must you do whatever the Qu'ran says?

You: bcause its what my God says

Stranger: Otherwise you go to hell?

You: not really, we hav sin

Stranger: What kind of proof is there that heaven and hell actually exist?

You: then weigh our deeds

You: in Qur'an we can found the proof that heaven and hell is exist

Stranger: But isn't Qur'an written by a man, not a god?

You: the man got inspiration of his dream, that's God command, to write Qur'an than say to people that Allah is real, and do all of in Qur'an

Stranger: Couldn't he have made a mistake while writing it? And if God is all powerful, why didn't he tell us himself? Why must he tell us his wishes through one man and through that one man's dreams?

You: no, because the man is who that God trust human, so the man willnot have made some mistake, all of your question you can find out the answer in Qur'an

You: if u think, who that made the universal? is that made before we was born? no, isnt..

Stranger: Does there have to be someone who made the universe? Also, are you saying the universe was created at the same time that humans were?

Stranger: You don't have any scientif proof for your beliefs. That is why they are called beliefs. Rationality isn't involved in religion. You don't possess any real facts if you take your views from religious books and such.

Stranger: scientific*

You: no, the universe have made a long long journey before the humans were..

Stranger: Yes.

Stranger: That is a scientific fact.

Stranger: Who are what made the universe, is not known. Not even by any religion.

Stranger: Who or* what

You: yes i know, but if think,, if there not any God and the human of God that trust, we will not been here

Stranger: Why not? Why must there be someone who made us? Why couldn't have we evolved from apes as has been suggested?

Stranger: Why could have we been*

Stranger: Scratch that, the first sentence was properly written after all

You: do you want to be evolved from apes???? i'm not, human is a human, apes is some of the animals

Stranger: I'm not saying we are apes, I'm saying we might have evolved from animals similar to apes.

Stranger: You blindly believe that there is a force (God) that is bigger and greater than any human. Yet you are certain that we are the peak of all species.

Stranger: That confuses me.

Stranger: Do you think there ever can be creatures who are smarter than humans?

You:
man is a noble creature on earth, therefore God created man to be a leader on earth

Stranger: What about other planets? Can there be other life forms there?

You: no, is it not, i hav think about your question, but only earth planet that we can live in there

Stranger: Yes, humans can only surive on Earth, as far as we know. How about other species?

Stranger: Maybe other sort of creatures can inhabit other planets and maybe they are smarter than us.

You: did u mean, some alien??

Stranger: Maybe.

Stranger: Do you belive they could exist?

You: what the proof?? where? how? u know, the distance of ours galaxy from the others galaxy is very far far away

Stranger: Where's the proof of God?

You: the universe

Stranger: And I'm not saying there definitely are aliens, I'm saying the universe is so huge, it would be downright egoistical to think we are the best life form there is.

Stranger: Have you ever thought maybe the universe just happened? There is no one who created it, it just happened.

You: ya, if u think with your logic, its right.. but if u think with ur faith, isnot

Stranger: Faith isn't logic.

Stranger: Faith is irrational.

Stranger: logical*

You: dont think some religion with your logical, u will not can find why,where,what,how,and who

Stranger: Why should I think irrationally? It's absurd. You belive that there is a big force that created the universe, just because some dude hundreds of years ago had a dream and wrote a book about it.

Stranger: You have no proof of God.

You: the Qur'an is my proof that God is real

Stranger: You choose to believe the Qur'an is the truth. It's not a fact.

Stranger: I'm so sorry, I have to go. I'm sorry if I upset you in anyway. Thank you for talking with me so openly about your religion. Thank you.

You: many fact hav in Qur'an

You: yaa, its ok

Stranger: I don't have a problem with your religion. It's your choice.

Stranger: I'm Ok with that.

You: maybe u can think again and hav some answered of your question

Stranger: Maybe.

Stranger: :)

You: :)

Stranger: Bye.

You: nice can chat with you

You: bye

Stranger: Me too.

susah yah ternyata meyakinkan seseorang tentang apa yang kita percayai, kadang kita harus kuat dengan apa yang kita percaya, ahahha, ini akan menjadi pelajaran bagi saya dan kehidupa saya di masa depan.. ckckck dasar stranger.. hahaha

NB:maaf kalo ada salah2 kata, ato salah2 pengartian, ato salah2 apapun itu, namanya juga saya belajar untuk mengerti.. :) be a nice people in earth!

thank's god it's satnite

kalo kata orang mereka senang dengan hari jumat karena besoknya itu weekends hari sabtu,
saya malah gogolepakan ingin cepat berahirnya hari jum'at dan ingin hari sabtu untuk malamnya.

pikiran mungkin mau malming(malam mingguan), tapi saya bukan tipe anak muda yang kalo satnite suka maen keluar rumah. kadang sih, itu juga sama keluarga, tapi mungkin sekarang udah ga lagi.

yang bener itu, saya akan mengalami banyak kegiatan di hari sabtu, i'm so so so busy woman, haha. tapi ga semua kegiatan itu di lakuin. maka dari itu saya ingin cepat2 melalui hari jum'at dan menyelesaikan hari sabtu yang begitu sibuk. kenapa ingin cepat-cepat hari jum'at nya udahan? karena hari jum'at itu persiapan untuk ahari sabtu. kenapa ingin cepat menyelesaikan hari sabtu? karena sabtu itu merupakan hari H nya.

seperti hari ini:

• olahraga-jalan dari sekolah ke lapang di Dadaha, latihan badminton
• ulangan kimia-sama sekali ga bisa, pelenga-pelengo
• ulangan matematika-oh god!! this is make me crazy all the time!

kira-kira itu yang saya alami, menyedihkan? certainly!!!!
maka dari itu, saya menunggu malam minggu agar bisa bebas dari kegiatan di hari besok, dan bisa bermain komputer di malam hari sampe larut.UYEAH.. thank's god it's saturday night!
kegiatan yang di cancel itu: karate dan gitar...aargh

poem

The Starlighter

When the bat's on the wing and the bird's oh the tree
Comes the starlighter, whom none may see

First in the West where the low hills are
He touches his wand to the evening star

Then swiftly he runs on his rounds on high
Till he's lit every lamp in the dark blue sky
---Artur Guiterman

Lyrics | Maliq & D%27Essentials Lyrics | Untitled Lyrics

ini adalah sebuah lagu yang ga bisa di wujudkan, sebuah rasa yang ga ada judulnya.
UNTILTED(no name)
rasa yang susah untuk di ungkapkan dan di wakili oleh maliq&d'essentials dengan rangkaian kata-kata yang sesuai.
dan suatu cerita menggambarkan kisah ini.

"kita berbeda kita sama. kita punya rasa kita tak tersatukan. AH! bukan!, bukan itu. ini yang benar, aku berbeda aku sama.aku punya rasa aku tak tersatukan. ya, itu yang ku rasakan sekarang ini. memendam perasaan yang tak tersampaikan. aku berusaha untuk mengerti apalah arti sebuah rasa dengan sebuah durian? sebuah mangga gincu yang manis dan sedap di pandang, sesosok yang manis dan lemah lembut bila di ibaratkan. sedangkan sebuah durian begitu tajam, tajam akan kulit mereka dan tajam akan bau mereka. apalah yang membuat kita berbeda sayang? rasa ini terlalu sakit untuk di rasakan"

"bila memang, ku yang harus mengerti
mengapa cintamu tak dapat ku miliki
salahkah ku bila
kau lah yang ada di hatiku "

"jelas mereka berbeda, tapi rasa ini sama. aku sadar, hatinya telah menyadarkan ku akan indahnya rasa ini, namun menyakitkan. masih banyak mangga-mangga arum manis yang begitu gagah dengan warna hijau mereka, dengan rasa mereka yang tak kalah manis dengan rasamu."

"ketika, kurasakan sudah
ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh
dan ketika, ku sadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta yang ada "

"kita diciptakan berdekatan, karena itulah rasa ini timbul ke permukaan ketika kita semua tumbuh bersamaan. kita tak tercipta dalam satu, tapi aku tau kita tercipta bukan untuk bersama. aku hanya berharap kau mengetahui apa yang ku rasa, meski aku tak berharap banyak kita bisa bersatu."

"mungkin memang, ku yang harus mengerti
bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
salahkah ku bila
kau lah yang ada di hatiku "

"pernahkah kau berfikir akan rasaku ini yang tak berujung? sekali lagi aku mencoba tuk mengerti, kita berbeda. maafkan aku yang selalu mengganggu hari-hari mu dengan rasa ini. salahkah? dosakah? melanggarkah? aku hanya ingin kau tau,dan berharap."

"kau yang ada, di hatiku
adakah ku, di hatimu"

love you(mangga gincu), by durian.
kau lah yang ada di hatiku

they are no longer the same as before

I know they love each other
I know they do not want this
I know they tried to maintain as strong as anything they could
I know, I should not do this
but I know, this is what they want, this is how they find a way out

I'm not selfish, I have to support them even if it hurts,
all this is the best way for me-they-we-all. I know, if this does not happen it will be a lot of torment.
but I do not know how to accept all this happened. hard to accept all this because this will affect my future life.

I finally understand, that all life, everything in this universe is not truly eternal.

all this is a field, where we are players. there a lot of obstacles.
maybe they think it hurts. This really hurts, but I'm trying to stay strong to accept all the facts.

they are no longer the same as before.

maybe I was too.
so they will no longer be the same as before when together.
I just hope they can understand each other even though they are no longer together.

bye.. forever? never....